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Name: fox
Country: United States
State: California
Metro: San Jose
Birthday: 6/22/1990
Gender: Male
Interests: speniding time with the love of my life isabel. dark poetry , writing storys , drawing , scenes in disney movies where people die , sitting in the dark , listning to metal , inspireing poets , jon woo movies , complete and utter insanity , the need for physicle longing , the need for things being abducted , and bruttally grusome death
Expertise: POETRY , WRITING , KILLING , AND DRAWING
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AIM:  darkpoet411
Yahoo:  sabbath_of_souls
Member Since:
12/21/2004
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By Frou Frou
I love this shit nigga! This aint the title but w/e
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Well people im finnaly back, i dont know for how long but my internet is back for one more day lol. Ive been doing ok just trying to thrive for victory in everything i do and recently it was bowling, i kicked sixes ASSS in bowling by like 10 points lol. Me and isabel are better than ever and i guess everything is right in the world, if your reading this ted, happy b day bro and ill see you soon, Love all of you and i expect the utmost amount of comments you lazzzy bastards, comment foor once, thank you . Love always
~8 Bit Angel~ | | |
| Well iits been awhile since i last posted in this, i think its because im too busy all the time but im sorry to all of you that readd this as a hobby, Seems thanksgiving brouught out alot oof conflict, all of my family lost there lannguage, Its the sadest thing in the world. I went to speak to my grandma in italian and she couldnt speak anymore, she understood but could not speak. I felt bad. Me and isabel are still doing great and my mom is calling her daughter now. Well i guess thats all talk to all of you later. | | |
| ITS ONE YEAR TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
For all of you who dont understand this, me and isabel have been together exactly one year today, i must be the happyest man alive. I dont have much i can say due to the lack of time soo i will update it later. I love you isabel soo lets go more than a year, lets go a lifetime | | |
| SAD SAD CODY::
Well we approach the time of year when i am the most sad, as most of you know my mom abandone me on christmas day for her money from my dad. It made me feel a hell of alot beter that none of that money went to me (sarcasm). Every christmas i remember how much i miss spending christmas morning with my mom and dad just sitting there looking at the glow of the christmas tree and being happy, Those memoried make me very happy and at the same time very sad. Today i was at the mall and i saw a christmas tree that looked exactly how mine used to and i broke down in tears....noone was there to comfort me, noone cared just like when my mom left. All i want is to have a family, someone i can cuddle with and open presents with, I just want to be loved again. Isabel is the only person i can think of that will ever give me my family back. But for now i will be sad. Talking to isabel today i told her exactly what i want, I want to be holding her on christmas day in the cold air snuggled up in a blanket infront of the tree. I want to have smiling kids just staring at me while im crying out of hapyness that they loved there presents. And what i want most, is for isabel to be there every step of the way. Although you dont always get what you want. I would thank God Allah or whatever you want to call him for making my wish come true. Well i should go before i get into a total Crying mode because of all of this. Plus im not one to dwell on the past. Love you isabel . | | |
| Warning: Uncontrollable rant coming on about how much i love isabel.
First: I saw isabel this morning and thought "gee what a beautiful woman" and as the day grew on i came to custom with her new haircut, than i was saying "she is like a goddess"
Everyone told me that i was never gonna make it with her, that i was gonna hurt her, and now.... its been a year and all of you are proven wrong.
Second: i love isabel soo much, there is no way in hell i would ever cheat on her or huurt her because she means too much to me, weather or not people hit on her she never accepts it and that makes me extremely happy, If only i could tell her mom hwo much i actually love her daughter and not get slapped in the face.
Third: Everyone who has ever called her a whore in front of me or behind our backs can fuck off because shes not, isabel is the most faithful girl on the planet and thats a big reason why i love her.
I used to sit around all day wondering if there would ever be a person for me, if i would ever be liked or accepted, my moving to gunderson showed me i was accepted when i became a leader of all grade levels in my group, i was the basis, but for isabel to give me a chance, not the best looking guy , but the one with the biggest heart shows how muuch of a person she is, I may not be smart, i may not be good looking to some people, But i can honestly say noone will ever have to worry about me hurting isabel.
Isabel , if you are reading this i love you with all my heart and soul, and would give you the heavens if i could. But because i cant i can give you my heart, and i can give you the children and family you so rightfully deserve, In my arms there will be no harm to you. TO be honest with all of you , yes i am crying while im writing this, because unlike most of my entrys this actually means something, something i know all my friends will back me up on. Isabel doesnt deserve a man who will beat her or hurt her, and im not saying ii deserve her, but i know deep down inside i will never EVER harm her. Isabel marrujo i love you and i want to be your man for life, weather it is us never having sex or having many children, i want to be yours. You are the twinkle in my eye and the tear on my cheek. The only one i can rely on to be there. I love you isabel and withought you ...i would be nothing.
Side note: If you just read that entire entry, you must be one of my best friends and care about me and isabel alot, soo do me a favor and comment for me, let me know how you feel, let the world know how you feel about us. And isabel , comment to let me know you are aright. I never want you to be hurt, and im always worried when you away from home, Soo please come back safely into my arms. I love you all.
:Goodnight: | | |
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